She's Leaving Us Again

Just got back home from LCCT not long ago with the family to send the elder sister off as she'll be heading back to Melbourne, Australia to continue and finish her final days of studies there.

Compared to the previous year, when we have to say our goodbyes to each other for the first time, we did not cry this time. Maybe cause we know that we'll still be able to see and contact each other online, and we'll be seeing her in a few months time when she comes back to Malaysia for a break. We might be visiting her in the month of November if dad is willing to pay our expenses and travel to Australia for a holiday.

But still, the family picture ain't complete without her in it. The house doesn't seem to be complete as well without her presence in it. Her room has gone back to the neat, tidy room when she was in Australia last year. When she's around, her room is a total (but not entirely) mess as though a tornado just invaded only in her room -.- so yea, it's weird for me to see the room empty and quiet, where it tells and reminds me that she's not in Malaysia anymore but in some other land.

Though there were times we fought and we don't talk to each other or doesn't seem like sisters to the eyes of others, but none of us could deny the fact that we have the same parents, we share the same blood, we live under the same rood for at least 17 years. We may have different personalities and characters, but we are still biological sisters and I would give up my own life just to keep her living in this world, only IF that time really comes. So let's not hope for that time to arrive or even happen in the first place :)

Shall let the pictures do the talking from here onwards. Not much pictures taken though. I think she took more pictures than I do with her camera -.-

































Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™

Random

Been watching Avatar the movie for God-knows-how-many-times I've watched it since I downloaded it yesterday :D besides, I've watched the movie in cinemas twice already :p 2D and 3D version :D

While watching the movie, I have this random thought that hit me in the head. I think I can survive in their world if I am lucky enough to have an Avatar body all to myself :p I've been imitating Neytiri's warrior cry and their victory shout as though I just got out from a jungle to annoy my younger sister :D and it seems fun to be able to ride on an Ikran :D but the Tsaheylu (the bond) thing is just plain weird :/ other than that, I love how their movements can be so graceful and elegant as a hunter/warrior, even when they're on the battle field, it somehow shows off their long yet fit body :D

I admit that it makes me seem like a weirdo after reading all this. But I can't help it that I love to imagine and picture myself being in all this science fiction storyline like Twilight, Heroes etc. where they possess special powers and makes them seem so powerful and unbeatable. A world I sometimes wish that I could see its existence.

I'm just being random and expressing my random-ness right here as I'm trying my best to keep my blog updated -.-



Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™

The Year Of The Roaring Tiger

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day in advance everyone!

My very first time seeing/encountering such phenomenon where Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day falls on the same date and day!

My first time as well coming back early after a family reunion dinner o.o we had our dinner at 6pm just now :O

Will be heading down to Klang tomorrow to visit dad's cousins and relatives just like every other year on the first day of Chinese New Year. With the oh-so-hot-weather, I'm praying that the house we're gonna visit will have air-cond installed by now! Rawr! Then, will be heading back to Kluang on the second day of Chinese New Year this coming Monday till Wednesday just like every other year as well! Only this time, I'm feeling rather excited to travel back to Kluang as 2 of my cousins and I started to keep in touch with each other again through Facebook last year as though we were some long lost close friends that have not seen each other for years! :D plus, (not so) new friend KarMun who used to attend the same church as both of my cousins will be going back to Kluang as well :D and and, I'll be visiting Pastor Andy, Jay and Travis in Kluang to collect angpao from the obviously married ones :O

So yea, I won't be updating my blog till the day I came back to my home sweet home in Subang Jaya! Unless I can find an opportunity to use my cousins or any Kluang people's laptop to go online and start Tweeting first :p haha! Till then, happy holidays everyone!



Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™

Angry

Since the day holiday started. Since Foundation In Communication course is officially over. I still don't get why my parents doesn't want me to hang out with friends!

Whenever I want to go out, they will surely give me that type of expression or voice to make me stay at home. It actually frustrates and makes me angry that they're still treating me like a baby! I'm 19 this year in the month of July for goodness sake!

Ever since the day I lay hands on the computer keyboard in FTZ Asia (Cyber Cafe next to Asia Cafe in SS15) and used Cruz's account to play L4D 2 for the first time, I got hooked up. I wanted to play the game again badly and I'm actually anticipating for today to come but.. parents just have to jump in to the page.

I am not allowed to come back late. They want me to be home early. I'm already stuck at home for the whole day already why do they still want me to be at home?!?! I have no assignments nor studies to do! So stop treating my like a pet bird trap in a cage! In my case, I'm stuck at home just to be a "good girl" and please their sight. Gahhh! I don't like it! It's really hard for me to hold in all this anger and keep quiet infront of both of them!

Thank God I still have.. God? Haha! And friends who were there to cheer me up :) Jon Poon was kind enough to show me this video just to make me forget about my anger! Haha! Aww thank you! He's a real great friend I can really count on to :)



Oh! Revo Conference is taking place in different places starting in 4 weeks time from now! Somehow I got a feeling that I won't be chosen as an ACTS TV crew member to go for Revo Penang :( even if I'm not part of the ACTS TV crew, chances of me being chosen to go there is just too slim cause of the amount of sign ups :( ughh guess I shall pray and ask for God's guidance now! Melaka, Johor and another place which I forgot the name in the month of March, April and May. Pray pray pray. Pray!



Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™

Left 4 Dead 2 session

With the church peepz tonight, 10pm at TBun. Should I join? :/ It's right after Vision Casting though. I need a driver!





Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™

I Have No Idea

Why am I feeling so tired these days :/

Since Monday morning, the moment I woke up and head to college to sit for my Finals exam, most of the time I almost dozed off. Whether I'm sitting down quietly doing my paper or walking around, my mind just went off to dreamland and it left my body hanging there -.-

Finals exam is officially over! I can happily announce to the whole world that I'll be free for 2 weeks plus with no assignments nor studies to bother me :D shall enjoy and sleep as much as I can! Chinese New Year is this Sunday! I wanna do last minute CNY shopping! Rawr!

Oh, I may have decided to stay back in Kluang next week to visit the Loh's/Yeoh's, my cousins and KarMun, but now I have to think on how and when will I be coming back to Subang Jaya -.- I'm doomed! God, I need transport! Please?



Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™

ONE

One more paper. One more day. 25 hours and 15 minutes to be exact from now. And I shall proudly declare FREEDOM once I step out of the exam hall tomorrow at 11am!

Goodbye exam. Goodbye all 3 semesters of Foundation In Communication. Hello 3 years Degree programme in Communication & Media Management in a few weeks time at Taylor's Lakeside Campus under UniSA :)

Am definitely gonna miss the moments we shared throughout the whole Foundation course :) am gonna miss different ones of you, who'll be going different paths after tomorrow. All the best in the decision you make :) do know that I miss and appreciate your presence in my life from the bottom of my heart :) every single one of you meant something to me. Though we may not be as close, but I thank God for the friendship built between us :) one of the best gift I ever receive from God. Shall keep in touch and meet up more often k? :)

Here's a video done by our favourite photographer, Nicholas Chin during sem 2 last year. The ECS II credits for our drama project :D though only Group 1 students are involve, haha! Enjoy :)





Blessings & Peace Out,
♠ Vanessa ♠™